You know...

I try apologizing...I try making it right, and nothing seems to work.

I get yelled at for jotting my feelings down here.

So why won't you tell me what to do? I want to end it, and you ignore me. You blow me off the whole day, and then you leave me feeling like garbage for not only hurting your feelings, but then you make me feel guilty for wanting something from you. You tell me this is a petty fight, but it seems more than that.

I just don't understand...